O MY CHILDREN..
For the past few weeks I have been experiencing a strong burden to pray specifically for the children. Last week, during our weekly worship service we prayed with every child in our ministry. My heart was burdened and overwhelmed after we prayed. Our beautiful babies were under such heavy demonic attack. Some of the children were dealing with depression, suicidal thoughts, low self-esteem, abandonment, rejection, to name a few. The Lord showed me that what they were battling, was an indication of some of the things that was going on in their households. After praying for the children, I felt the Lord dealing with me. We had missed the mark as the adults, we had failed to properly intercede and cover our children. Father, forgive us! I have learned that no life goes undetected by Satan. Satan does not wait until the birth of our children before he tries to get his filthy hands on them. On the contrary, he will attack an unborn child while they are still in the womb. After last week, the Lord began to remind me of my childhood, and the many encounters that I had with Him, as well as angelic and demonic activity.
I was a child that was rejected from the womb. I entered into the earth realm through the blunt force of a human foot to my mother's protruding abdomen from her then lover, which was not my biological father. I can attest to the ramifications of those assaults against my destiny. As long as I can remember, I was considered an "outcast". I was never able to fit in and in many ways felt the chill of rejection. This rejection caused me to be isolated and withdrawn. The assaults on my mother exposed me to the spirit of infirmity by way of trauma while in the womb, and this caused me to become very accident prone. I broke both my arms at least three times. I remember being sickly and very fearful of everything as a child. The rejection and trauma that I faced in the womb opened demonic portals, giving way to the spirit of inferiority, infirmity, rejection, fear, low self-esteem, lust and perversion. These were all demonic spirits that oppressed me from the womb. I was not only a prophetic child but also a seer which aided to my confusion, attacks and sometimes borderline insanity. Oftentimes as parent we are unaware of our children’s gift which can prove to be detrimental in some cases. I was unaware of what was wrong with me, and neither did my mother. I was beaten and ridiculed for my "bad behavior" even called crazy when I sometimes would hide in the room talking to myself. I didn’t know how to articulate what was going on in my head, let alone what I was seeing.
What happened to me as a child, had nothing to do with me, but was a result of the iniquity of my parents and past generations. I didn’t realize that my life had purpose and was a threat to the kingdom of darkness. In my ignorance, satan's plan was to kill me, or even worse leave me so badly damaged that I would never realize my purpose in God.
Over the past years, I have been diligent in obtaining my deliverance through the leading of the Holy Spirit, as well as the ministry of some amazing spirit filled deliverance Ministers. I can boldly say that I have broken free from demonic strongholds, shutting satanic gateways from my childhood and breaking generational curses off of me and my children.
"For I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation...(Deut 5:9)
Parents we can no longer be ignorant concerning Satan's devices and tactics against our children. It is my prayer that we may seek to become more knowledgeable of his tactics and snares of entrapment against us and our families. Deliverance is the "Children's bread" it is time for us to inquire of the Lord through the leading of the Holy Spirit and the Word of God for the answers and strategies to assist ourselves as well as our children in this battle. We must educate ourselves, fast and pray to cast out demons, utilize our weapons of warfare to destroy yokes and tear down strongholds. We must shut the ancient doors that have been opened through generational curses, iniquity and ungodly covenants made through ancestral and cultural wickedness. We must do this through faith in God, prayer and the precious Blood of Jesus. May the Father grant us wisdom, understanding, counsel and might and we wage warfare against the devil and his cohorts obtaining the victory in Jesus name.
Heavenly Father, I pray that you will cover every person reading this blog. For as many that will identify themselves through these writings I ask that you will give them the courage and might to stand victoriously against the wiles of the devil. Break every demonic entanglement, generational curse and ungodly covenant attached to them and their generation. I ask that through the Blood of Jesus, You will heal, deliver and set-free in Jesus name. Amen!
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